
Top 10 things to do over the next 3 years
movie acting/films/
music/creating beats/writing/playing music/drums/native sound drum/singing
stage speaking/performance/video showings
peacefulness/happiness/fulfilling life with friends and fam
interviewing bigger bands/----contributes to cultural communications website
dancing/healthy/fitness
whitefeather/video showing and writing/unitedcommunications website
website of cultural video journeys/experience/awareness
organizing our book -inspirational writing/photos/sharings of journeys
miss universe, stage presence, LIVING AS JL WHO I AM, BEST SELF, sharing our appreciation/understanding of cultural awareness/ J2
that means i :
acting class/
writing class/for book and idea igniting; inspiring whitefeather creations
run/dance/eat health/fitness
creative space (art, music beats, hanging with good friends/inspiration)
*
LoveLOVELOVE
I am at a phase of bringing many aspects of my life together in a focused way,
bringing forth the actions, opportunities and experience that is in my best interest for the journeys i am working on, and beautiful sharing of videos that offer inspirational understanding.....
forward thinking of sharing videos online,
and performing concert videos/music..I TRULY LOVE CREATING/LISTENING/ENERGIZING AMONG MUSIC!! the whole flow that reigns through you!, feeling the beat, and moving with the flow of it..... watching artistic videos and installations, allow yourself to be taken away, free your mind and journey the experience...listen with your essence.....of how you are when you are among events that bring people together. sporting events, concerts, heritage festivals,....
'Spirit of United' with hearts that contribute to the flame.....what does your passion and dream contribute? what is your remembered heritage and culture celebrated? what is your legacy to the lives of others?.....
being a friend, being fulfilled in work, family and happiness
====
dec. 18th,
wozers! time keeps flying,...
as for life/purposefulness...
i am heading for miss universe. i love this opportunity, to feel inspired, working towards a goal with motivation to learn, grow, achieve and share
(such as whitefeather performance for aids/africa/fifa)
a country’s health, education and communication systems and infrastructures must be sufficiently developed. In some African countries these systems are already under strain and are at risk of collapsing as a result of AIDS. Money can also only be used efficiently if there are sufficient human resources available, but there is an acute shortage of trained personnel in many parts of Africa.
heading home for holidays.. at this point, i am just wondering whether to try and throw an event still!
dec. 12th,2009
nearing the end of this phase,...
READY FOR ANYTHING, now, here as we go
it all starts
multivideo!
pick up cd disc/ move in
FLY FLY FLY, AND BE BE BE AS WE WE WE EXPLORE OUR JOURNEY
dec.5
so here i am,
'music a priviledge', and so things really rang true for me,...
so here i am, the day i would have taken kaleidescope. but i guess the way i was feeling is, i dont want to be in a classroom with my mind wandering of where else i could be.
other options came up, grand opportunities of 'no worries' to manage,....so here i am about to hop on the train of wonderment of, 'lets see where were taken', and by goodness, 'let us enjoy the journey'.
Thank you, as we endure and live joyously, our life endeavors, upon us, allways with us, in Love & grace.
dec. 4
Darling angel,
here we are,
amidst wildness of dreams,
and directions flow
in which all that has at once seemed,
of heading and know
can be overcome
and surprise me, so dearly do
for now here i find
myself on a magic carpet,
a ride with you.
and yet here i am,
havent heard your voice in awhile
and yet here i am
having been kicked to the curb
my water is pure
my hear and heart is free
i feel blessed in the hopes and dreams that all is
wondrously happening to me
not a worry to think
not a hunger for breath
for here i am
trusting in
living in
loving in
Tao
our flow
Love
Well missymissmiss,
having returned from the kalediescope meeting, i am wowed! at how life is, and can direct you in ways you may not have imagined!!
especially being a dreamer in so many ways,... i have been eager to continue my flow of creating/outputting/continuing on with making 'it all happen'!!!
and now here i am, amidst a point in which it feels i am being summoned to 'breathe'...
to settle back a bit, gain some solidarity**, be an observer of myself, And have a gathering phase of allowing myself to truly make the most of all that i am passionate about accomplishing.
wowow!! it is unbelieveable, yet pretty much thankful, in that i can surrender all of which i have felt on my shoulders, in some regard, and to now have a sense of 'forgiveness' of anything that i have ever wanted to do,...meaning that i am FREE! o so truly FREE! to dream big again,...and yet before dreaming,...to realize the beauties of our existence, our experiences, our developments that have brought me/us to where were are today.. sooo beautiful.
while knowing that there is so much beauty in which i can embrace/and do embrace.
and there are so many wonderful people that i am surrounded by,...
and talents that i can strengthen and develop...
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! so much amazingness.
so now ...i am here...still accepting the sways of our journey... in that i will work towards our goals of
nfb video creating of our in depth canadian heritage and spirit of united journey
acting classes/making connections/getting on camera/theatre...experiences of LOVE! LIVING!
wow...o to let myself live, and grow :)...in preparence for 'well beyond and among our dreams'...
in that i may not be going home for the torch run?!!!!!! wow..
yet to not have to throw an event...kind of yay...
because than i can take time to EXPAND and make it BRILLIANT
so that i can return home, with full blown amazing work to share and...having time to truly tell our story... as an inspiration for all,...to think about what it means to live, the journey we as humanity has had...bringing us to a world that is connected. : celebrating cultural spirit of united
and being a dreamer, and being empowered to make dreams reality
EOE, WOOW
so,...basically i am thinkin...and seeing and feeling..
that 'if :)' i dont make it for the torch,..i can still inspire people in cht to film it/ submissions entering for 'Whitefeather 2010', the spirit of united
*of which i can return, with a nfb movie, of this journey,....sharing our works, as miss universe becoming,...
and a dreamer of acting, performing, sharing creativity and inspirational music, dance, arts and culture
'i invite you all to enjoy the spirit of the torch coming to our city',...reflect on the journey of the development of our city, ....
and prepare ourselves for the celebration of remembrance in 2012, for our freedoms among respect for aboriginal culture, (Laura Secord) 1812
****the torch is in canada, and the west coast, having come from beijing and athens greece we respect philosophy, mythology and artistic expression along with aboriginal peoples, living among sacredness of nature...we continue through africa, appreciating the spirit of cultures that celebrate through music and dance.
in doing so we bring ourselves to where we are today: remembering the spirit of slavery and determination that leads to newfound freedom among underground railroad and 1812.
-----------
ALRIGHTEY
AGAIN
so
having went for a nice walk tonite to clear my head space,....i loved as i was through tunes, singing, melody..
truly i love music!! and yes, i want to perform/create/share music!!
then i had a nice 'welcoming' chat with arnold...which was nice to hear a familiar, appreciated voice. it makes me realize precious and wonderfully aweness of life, because really,...life keeps going, and that means keeps changing.
friends we have from growing up can remain with us, but then we journey on and meet many new people,...and the times you see old friends and family may be less than one time.....
i am at that point now, in which i went home and LOVED IT! seeing friends, and feeling appreciated, rejoining vibes,...
and now coming out here, ive been in somewhat of a different* situation, havent seen too many of my friends from here,...but have been working on other areas of my life, such as learning and music/dance....
and sorting through my life and what directions i will be taking.
so, here i am...
accepting the 'giftflness of life', and the people i meet, the discussions i have, the posters i find,...as inspirational guidance,... as i develop strength of being,...in every way.
i am working on my best self,...on my best abilities and talents,... and learning to ENJOY THE JOURNEY in the meantime...
such as, allowing myself to have a home,..to have a space for becoming wholeness, strength, source and inspiration.
intuition, peaceful happyness and contentment. while being confident on the track i am in. full power in the moment, and ready for the journeys ahead
head on straight
conscious
loving, in all respects, in all directions.
this is who i am.
this is me
and this is universal living of the journey i am on
thank you with all our love.
what is miss universe to me?
Being my best, presence self, happy, contented and radiant of this being
dress appropriately/confidently, having clothes for wardrobe
smiling, sincere presence, shared and felt among all whom i am around; sonica :)
fit, healthy,
being ready for the world (meaning, not having other agendas that are of my value, such as focusing on organizing what i have been working on for the united spirit project)
having established myself through creative works; i have created and am ready to 'come out with a bang', in regards to fundraising the money i need,...it is a high class project, showcasing what i am all about... and able to share with confidence the journey i have had in coming here.
people know i am going places. they tell me i am going places. the already know i am it.
*assimilating the present journey i have recently been on, and taking in the experiences of my life, the direction of what i have declared i am,...i know soooo full heartedly, and AM the journey i live,...such confidence, intuition, heart and soul....i am a radiant being of life, an artist of inspiration...a friend and person who touches lives....i KNOW where i am, as i AM it.
to this, i salute me, JL,...we salute you.
the best of Me
i live as Love
i Live as Light, as conscious Love
in this journey we are on, and as we continue on with this journey,
i trust fully in where i am, and what i am learning; i take in what resonates with me, and i honor david for his passion and kind heart & soul
i honor each and every person who touched my life, who has been a part of my experience, my growth, my memories
to every heart and soul, especially those who resonate with me, and are a part of this sacred syncrinocity journey,....wow.
we are all on truly, the most remarkable journey...of a swirling dream among possibilities of who we are
and honoring the conscious life of that which i am a part, and of which i get to play a truly beautiful part of this life...
wow
the experiences, the awareness journey, the beauty of recognizing giftfull experience, while being part of such amazing celebrations of culture, heritage; festivals of our spirit of uniting
of the stories i have explored, and i get to explore,...an honor, and humbling appreciation for ourselves.
its SO BEAUTIFUL TO SEE AND LEARN AND RECOGNIZE WHO WE ARE! such treasuredness,,...yay
xooxxoxoxoxoox
now, in this,
we march on
in joyous confidence
and precious beauty
happy in our flow!
'i was on a quest to find out why the world was the way it was, and why i was taught to believe what i was taught....i found myself on a journey of My dreams'
'i want this, to be of miss universe, and i want to rock it as the edges of the universe'
and bring that spirit home'
'loves to inspire you and the young to live the joys of the rainbow'
Love,
we love to be able to create these things, these realities that live and carry forward the beingness of who we are as freedom and love, experie3nced
we love to be ABLE to create art and music, and poetry, and inspirational writing that guides awareness and appreciation of our deepest selves,
i love to be able to create such united, conscious, outlets of inspiration and cultural learning
wow
this is so beautiful
i can see my life as a being of giving light
on stage, with presence of honored loving
and working with all peoples, in learning about and celebrating culture
together, these are of who i am
my soul is this, breathes this, loves this so dearly
and i love to create stories, films, sharing understandings of heritage
WHO WE ARE, our journey, and where we are today
MUCH LOVE, ALLWAYS AND FOREVER, Jocelyn AnnaLyn
love you
***
the spirit of when people are taken up through an enlightening experience....
october 18th, 2009
wow o wow, as time continues to go by,
how did i find myself here?
i dont know why i am having trouble raising money for the pageant. i guess i thought it would be easier, but i am lost of knowing where to turn.
if i want to compete this year.. . .
ofcourse i want to compete THIS year.
but i have to take the inititive into my own hands.
i must be creative in pursuing funds.
i must head out determined,
A WILL AND A WAY.
i am getting funding in the next 3 days.
on thursday, i will have the money in.
love, be with me, inspire and aid me in the path that is right for me, to help me in this moment of truth.
and to this, i am also going to dedicate time to editing, keeping the video flowing as we share our common story.
we are one, welcomes us to paradise.
remembering our past for our shared, celebrating living.
LOVE.
last night i went to masquerade *, and felt inspired, such as i have to throw fundraisers to get the money
I am living in van now,
having been home for a day and a half,
it is nice to soak in the beautiful weather today...and have run into kevin again (i appreciate seeing him, always good + chats,... 'life coach', to soak in the journey, allow it to happen having goals in mind ....working towards them as i enjoy to...
Love
Love
Love
oct.5th,
feeling every breath for the vibrant miracle that it is
i wake up today, feeling alive and fresh..
zest for life in all that i am, all that i am in through this life
i feel the strength of the people, and the liveliness of the planet as beautiful experience, especially just witnessing 'wake up call' video. people are alive!! :)
i dedicate each of my days to living in conscious joyful thoughtfullness,
in this i create and experience a life of joy, happiness, giving of self, and manifesting/becoming the best of who i am and who i can be.
Love
Love
Love
blessed Be :)
oct. 4th
at jeffreys,
soaking in the trips,
i am ready for next phase, after very appreciative of this one.
a major learning point in my life,
to live conscious
living through the eye of beauty, in every faset, in every thought and energy
i love to breath,
i breath
and say yes yes yes
to our life we are living
ready for working within film, entertainment, being an icon of social community, inspiring, and living as radiant, peaceful, generous loving personality
experiencing culture, love and beauty
in the face of all experience,
thankful, graciousness for our life, our beauty
angel, love
---------------
o sweet angelness
i see and feel myself as living from centered beauty
among social situations, i am an observer, patient, loving and kind
as i am also energetic, smiling and radiantly glowing
giving of myself, living as an example of our highest lovelight energies
i am patient and kind to myself, i sense before acting (when i choose)
and am happy with myself through decisions.
i am calm and peaceful,
a loving spirit full of beauty. i am beauty, as conscious beauty of light and love
i am graciously thankfull for such beautiful people i am surrounded by. such friends and family whom share with me in experience of love, ever uplifting of gentleness and kindness
through it all, i am happy to manifest, and co create our dreams, while trusting/ allowing gracious love and beauty of the universal energy of our creations and experience. i am allways grateful for our experiences/shared energy
and with love, i live in service and shared spirit for our purpose and passion filled living
thank you, blessed be
with love, i full heartedly enjoy the journey,
and ask for guidance, love, peaceful energy, love, tenderness of heart and joy, in stability of thought/experience.....allowing ourself to 'enjoy the journey from the highest place/state of mindful experience, possible.
Love
as we live in this space
that we make the time to center ourself, to be of one with who we are, so that i am
living from conscious connection, intuitive perception
knowing
and living
this is who we are
thank you for this life of giving to ourself, conscious sharing experience,
ability to love and Be, fullhearted happy, as an inspiration to life/love on earth
'together we do anything'.....
Love
Let us breathe and be, the loveliness Love of Who we are
we lead/continue through this journey, ready to be in the face of our journey, becoming all that we dream to be, and more, in the way of the universe of loveandlight.
thankyou
--------------
definately conscious living, major embracement of this journey,
as i become ready for my best self, in these moments
i breathe and thank myself, ourself;
what a journey and ride our life has been, and is bound to be,
dreaming of becoming a performing personality, an avid filmmaker, and presence within movies, and powerful roles of sharing stories...
a respected socialite 'butterfly'
of that which dreams realties experience
love
edited footage, speaking truth and passion, whitefeather and sharing of spirit, united: energy of parade of nations,
sparkling red cape of canadian leaf, travels and meeting of people and opportunity.
building strengths of who i am, in loving ways, and centered peace and joy
redcarpet, performing stage, on set----infinite opportunity to live, love, give, love, Be
In TO
uploading footage from Miss Van, finally!! ahahhahah :)
it is nice to sit down and make time for this! and i realize that it is easy enough to CREATE the space and time/priority to edit a certain piece of my work.
i am excited!
also just speaking with Yusif,
i very much appreciate hearing + things, and + words from people. It is very touching, settling, comforting to hear someone appreciate the energy of who i am, that they recognize it,...and value it.
Thanks! same to you!!
'i wouldnt make such an effort for just any hangout, but you have a lot to offer, strongly that you make a difference....and when speaking energy can happen' .....very nice
----------------
it is nice to be in 'the zone', happy with where i am, what im doing..making the most of life, and being within this journey of opportunity/co creating a life of beautiful experience/infinte opportunity.
much love!! :)
also, to appreciate care as we get into our artistic developments/
LOVELOVELOVE
At home, in chatham, dad's house. a week before i go to PINK!
soo,.... it has been such an interesting ride, woow.
lots of commanding experiences, of in depth awakening, and emotions. highs and lows. CONNECTIONS. with inner self, communion, conscious living.
I came on this trip, ready to accomplish so much. editing, go out on the town,....RELAX.
and i have done some of this. such as out on the town, has been a great experience. i am happy to be in both papers, and on the radio when i get back in december. (oooo, and throwing an event, with all that i have, and will yet to accomplish over the next while....as well as georyporgez animation/nature video?)
I WANT TO BRING THE OLYMPIC AWARENESS/SPIRIT! to this city. and ignite our awareness and appreciation for this city.
it has been super exciting, to do interviews. i love it!!! woowee. emotions, words just flow...it is great :)
its been a whirlwind of experience.
from richmond hill, TO soccer game and the killers,
visitin jess, reliving university life
coming home to see fam, tested myself in drinking. whoopsies but no judgement. will do soon enough.
staying at dads, visiting grandmas....quality time with grandmas,...truly :).. ive been brought to a comfort space in my own self,... aware of life on many levels.
as i said, although it has been highs and lows..
it is definately about listening to myself
slowing in the moment,
being conscious observer,
non reactions sometimes.... to just BE, listen, before acting.
also, i have dreamt ALOT. which is awesome. i love it. being able to ponder about that which i love to become. and believing in it, so full heartedly that i love to welcome the 'working towards' experience.
getting in shape/running has been wonderful.
alright, so here i am,... winding down from this month VA-ca,
allowing myself to soak moments in. to be. to rEAd
and willing myself to MAKE time to create/edit videos of the stories we love to share.
with strength, strong will determination and LOVE, lots and lots of Love
i allow myself to Be, to Love myself fully,
accepting situations and the world around me,...as they unfold...
Love.
through out this journey of greatness
we enjoy the journey
smile at the wonders of our experience
and trust/follow/embrace the journeys of our dreams 'manifesting reality', beyond our wildestness of Lovefilled dreams
+Reflections; onto the last legs of chathamtime
it has been a lot of hanging out with friends.... 'homecoming', in a sense as jackie called it. and that is great .....such as running randomly into the macclennans and mark gagner. nice to catch up and discuss what were up to!
but i also realize how i dont care to drink so much! so long as i am happy, and in my place. and to be in my place
i was in the paper yesterday, and that was a great feeling, and a great article! here we go :)
time to work AT that which we are to accomplish for our olympic passion/spirit/sharing stories oh who we are